Monday, June 21, 2010

Exhausting weekend

Against the grain of Saturdays, I woke up at 5am, hopped in Sean's car at 5.40am, drove 2 hours into the mountains for another go at river tracing.  I must say, I am getting good at being a penguin now.  Hopping onto rocks, swimming up the rapids... Ah...

Except for 1 careless moment.  The last rapid was a like a water slide.  Apple chose to go down head first, and I figured, last rapid, I'll do the same.  The instructor asked, are you sure... I yelled, hell yeah!  Infamous last words.  In the process of flying down the stream a la superman style, I somehow slapped my right hand against a rock and then entered the water face first.  For a while there, the pain was so intense, my face and what felt like a broken right hand.  Ouch, ouch!  After like 10 minutes, when the pain waves receded, I found I could move my hand, ah, so nothing's broken.

More pix here.

Sunday morning, I woke up early.  I was 2nd reader at mass, so I needed to be early at church.  I thought I was early, I wasn't.  Strolled into church, then discovered mass was already starting, had to dash in! 

Chose to still go climb Sunday since I wasn't sure if I could climb Wed (video conf again, dang).  It was especially awesome - the part when Ah Jing (my good ole buddy, the gym owner) who helped me rub my aching right hand.

Monday morning, I wake up feeling all battered.  My 40 year old body can't deal with this.  Oh and typing hurts my right hand... *whine*

Friday, June 18, 2010

Going Home...

Thanks be to the Almighty God.  I found a job in Motorola.  This time next month, I will be sweating along the streets in the land of my birth.

Edward asked me today if my decision is final.  I looked at him back and asked him back what my alternatives were.  He had nothing to say.  So why bother to ask?

After 11 years in HP, the decision to leave is strangely easy. 

All I have on my mind now is
1. How to give as much of my stuff here to charity
2. How to pack the remainder and get them shipped home
3. Closing up my bank accounts, bills etc

What I will miss about Taiwan?
1. My freedom
2. The outdoors
3. Gaining new friends from 0 - I will perhaps miss Rae & Elmo the most.  Sigh...

Monday, June 14, 2010

Sunday's mass

The celebrant is Father Tony Laryn.  Last I remember, he had retired, left Taiwan and gone home to this native state of Minneapolis.

I was perhaps 5mins early (not my credit, taxi driver was fast).  So I sat there and saw Fr Tony with his left arm in a brace reviewing the mass proceedings with 3 sacristy/servers.  He looked a little dishevelled (versus his usual self from the past) and the sacristies/servers were holding him?  What's going on?

Jessica beside me (in the choir) whispered that Father suffered a stroke and that this would be a long mass.

He could hardly walk without aid, yet he flew 8000miles to celerbate mass with us.  He declined the offer to have another priest assist him.  And after he explained to us the story of how he suffered a stroke in Nov last year but by the providence of God, retained his abilities of speech and recovered enough to still serve God.

A grim reminder of our frailty & how much we need to have God with us.  And please say a prayer for Father Tony.  I'm glad he was back in the US when the stroke happened - that is the biggest providence God provided - IMHO.

Oh and also on display today, relics from the 12 apostles.  At close examination, appears to be bone/remains fragments.  I started a trend by staring real close & then taking a picture with my phone.  The people before me, looked from a distance with reverence and then silent filed away.  :)

Sign of the times...

Today's headlines :
Children Carry Guns for a U.S. Ally, Somalia
Ethnic Rioting Ravages Kyrgyzstan
Coca Growing Surges in Peru as Drug Fight Shifts Trade
Israel Names Panel to Examine Raid on Gaza Flotilla

Violence begets more violence.   The human race really ought to start to love.

Monday, June 07, 2010

A sad weekend

I just found out that Pinfan's IBM colleague died in a mountain climbing accident.  He had fallen 5m (it has been raining non stop in the last weeks, perhaps trails were more muddied, slippery).  Somehow they got him helicoptered out to safety on Friday and all was good.  Then he died suddenly on Saturday.  Pinfan skipped the Action Asia trail run so that she can catch the high speed rail and see him Saturday afternoon.  She never made it to see him before he passed suddenly.  May God receive his soul into heaven.

Then on Sunday afternoon after morning mass, as is my usual habit, I went rockclimbing.  I was aching after the race on Saturday but yet it doesn't ache to climb.  But I was tired and couldn't sustain too many laps.  I decided I'll stick around the gym to watch their downloaded movies - especially since 阿進 the gym manager was taking the afternoon off to go hang out in 淡水.  He actually invited me to go along but I was tired.  阿進and the gang re-appeared after an hour.  There was an accident at Ximen MRT station and it was closed.  Something about someone falling onto the tracks.  We goggled it and a young lady had committed suicide by jumping just as the MRT pulled into the station.  Sigh...  May God receive her soul into heaven.  It's really sad when it's suicide - that someone would feel that the uncertainty of the next world can only be better than this.

A special prayer to all souls in purgatory as well.

And to those of us living people, today's Psalm reading :
Psalm 121 v7 - The LORD will guard you from all evil, will always guard your life. The LORD will guard your coming and going both now and forever.

Trail running ala Taiwan style

It's not like I'm new to trail running, I used to own trail running shoes and run the MacRitchie 10km loop regularly.

But trail running in the mountainous trails of Maokong + trails turned into squishy muddied quicksand-ish conditions since it has been raining non-stop all week = what an adventure!

It was in parts running, walking up stairs, sliding up (where it's 2 steps forward, 1 step back), sliding down (this is easy, whee!)... We ran on dirt, in mud, on road, on concrete paths, up and down stairs, through a few farms (seriously), by a chicken farm, past a few kitchens (with beaming grandmothers cheering us on).... It was just insane!

For the first time in my life I :
- start to run down a trail, and found myself accelerating rapidly beyond control
- tried to slow down and discover to my chargrin, I could not!  It took me a further 10 seconds to slow
- run through the first farm and find myself chuckling to self
- smell chickens as I run and find myself beside chickens in their coops staring back at me
- asking a farmer how much further to the finish line
- slow down midway through to type an SMS to my boss to "go home first, i slow" in the process getting dirt all over my phone
- found myself encrusted in mud from thigh down, and from hands to elbows
- ran the entire 17k in a stupid bright yellow $15nt raincoat from 7-11

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Summer's here! Time to eat lychees!

Colleagues bulk-ordered lychees direct from the farm.  Not just lychees but 玉荷包which are a type of lychees originally from China, sweeter, bigger and smaller pits than normal lychees.

My box arrived Monday afternoon. 

All week this week, I arrive home, binge on lychees in front of the TV, then shower and go to bed with a belly full of lychees.

Ah.. this is life.














Today is Thursday, this is what's left after 3 days of my hard work

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

The world needs Jesus

We're a total mess.
- trouble brews in the Korean peninsular
- anarchy in Bangkok
- Israel forced to raid a shipload of Gaza supporters heading for the blockaded city
- Al Qaeda terrorism continues

Come down Lord!

Monday, May 31, 2010

Weekend Plans

Cycling - canceled due to rain
Climbing - shortened due to need to catch 2 movies in a row (that computer in the rockgym has a lot of downloaded movies!)
Eating - well, this one I didn't cut back on.... I must say that I was disappointed with Carnegie's brunch which I hear good things about.  My standards are high :) 

Monday, May 24, 2010

I want to ride my bicycle!



I went cycling last weekend again, finally!  My poor little red foldie, it mostly sits lonely, forlorn in my basement :)

Woke up literally crack of dawn, cycled along near empty streets to get to the riverside bike path with Vinny.  I clocked 40km that day at a nice leisurely pace.  Along the way, got a good meal(s), had peking duck for dinner... ok, it was a good weekend!

Friday, May 21, 2010

Hot hot hot...

Last week was beautiful, 25-26degrees in the day, and a cool 21-22 in the evenings.

This week, we got Singapore-like temperatures, up to 30degrees most of the day, dropping perhaps to 26 in the evenings.

Because my apartment has lots of windows (which I love it for), it also retains heat from the green-house effect all day. So even when I turn in for bed, it still registers a 29degrees indoors. Hot!

It's been AC on to cool down the apartment before bed. HOT!

Met service forecasts cooler skies next week, back to 20degrees night, slightly higher day. I hope they are accurate!

One of my favourite TV programs/favourite scene

One of my favourite scenes from Mer & De's love relationship.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

I like mountains, but what if the mountains are creepy?


I love the fact that Taiwan is very mountainous.  Right behind our building, there's a little mountain called Elephant mountain that is part of a mountain range that extends all the way to the end of Taipei city.

Last Monday, I finished work early, left at 5pm, took a 30min walk up and down Elephant mountain, taking in the spectacular views of the sunset over the city. 

Last night a colleague told me not to go up there anymore.  He said that the last time he went up there, 2 months ago, he found the top crawling with cops - someone had committed suicide up there.  He did mention it to me at that time but he reminded me again not to go up, especially after noon.  Some Chinese superstition.  So I asked casually where do they hang themselves : that big tree on the top, where there are 2 little huts.  That's usually where I sit for a few seconds to catch my breath before heading back down.

So how?  Do I stop doing that?  Or trust in Jesus to protect me?  Hmm....

Friday, May 14, 2010

Shrek 3

I'm looking forward to Shrek 3...

I love Pinnochio in the last Shrek movie, absolutely tore me up.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Weight...

During the last week in Houston, I was jetlagged and can't sleep beyond 4am. Between 4am and my pickup at 7am, it's 3 whole hours. I'd comfortably be able to gym, shower, clear emails before breakfast.

After 5 consecutive mornings of gym, sleeping 4 hours a night, and not eating well (boss kept choosing crappy American Chinese restaurants, bleh!), you'd expect some weight loss right?

Er.. nope. Dang...

Friday, May 07, 2010

Demise of a platform

In all the years I've been in HP, this is the first time I had a platform killed.

To be honest after the rollercoaster ride we've been on for Akashi, I really had no feelings about this.

And staying true to the way I DO feel about HP of late, the rumour mills have it earlier and more accurate than a lot of work, directly working on the project itself.
http://i.engadget.com/2010/04/30/hp-slate-killed-rumor-mill-says-yes/

I found out 2 days AFTER management made this decision.

After 10 years in HP, it is really sad to see a company I loved and respected reduced to this.

Thursday, May 06, 2010

5 nights in Houston

Didn't get to go shopping at all this trip - being carless is quite a big handicap in Houston. But then again, not driving also means no stress of driving at high speeds or listening to the GPS tell you to go down the wrong path... ack!

After 5 nights of waking up at 4am, I am quite glad to go home tonight. I surprise myself at the ability to live on so little sleep... I know I used to in the past, but in the last couple of years since moving to Taiwan, I've pretty much was able to get 7-8hrs every night.

And so I hit the gym every morning, and after 5 days in a row, have gotten quite strong, or so I think. Then again I've not climbed in 2 weeks - the litmus test will be next week after I'm back. And in the meantime, my climb kakis have gone to Putra again and from the pictures, looks like a blast. I miss them...

Saturday, May 01, 2010

The eagle has landed...

For the longest time my miles were accrued on Singapore Airlines. This is my first flight on EVA. My Taiwanese colleagues swear by EVA, and after flying it to LA, I must say, SIA still rules. Objectively of cos, disregard my bias of being Singaporean. Service is comparable - Taiwanese hospitality is great, but really SIA have the entire system down to a pat. And I had to ask for a toothbrush, SIA gives out cool amenities kits on long haul flights default.

However, on SIA flights into US, with the code-share with Air India, I typically never have good experiences. Not about racism, it's just I never had a good experience. Now EVA's flight into LA originates from Vietnam. I had this little old couple sit next to me, who speaks zero English. The EVA stewardesses kept asking them, coffee/tea? chicken or the fish? They'll just point at me - don't ask me why... (now I never developed the knack to sleep on flights, I usually watch endless movies with my headphones never out of my ears) so, elderly Vietnamese couple points at me, Taiwanese stewardess looks at me, I usually look at everyone with a 'huh?' look?

Eventually, nice stewardess gives up and dishes out whatever...

Later on in the game, I realized they liked coffee. But they speak absolutely zero English, so even when holding a pot of coffee and the stewardess goes, 'coffee?', they don't get it. But they'll hold out their coffee cups after meals, seemingly hoping for something. I eventually ordered 2 cups of coffee for them, and they seemed very pleased with this gesture. After I offered to fill in their US immigration embarkation forms - this took a long time for me to make them understand that I WANTED to help them fill in their forms, they kept wanting to squeeze out of their seats to go to the stewardesses who by this time, are quite tired of playing charades with them. And it's not even obvious what they wanted anymore. I filled their forms and they took it out to the stewardesses... Why? Who knows...

But as I was walking off the plane, the Vietnamese lady pounded me on my back 3 times - I take it as a affectionate gesture even though it was pretty violent. Either that, or she was just saying sorry for sitting on my bag strap, I had to yank it out of her butts. Oh well... I'll take Vietnamese over India anytime.

Now I am in my Houston hotel room, it's Sunday morning but I can't go to mass or to the gym or to the mall - I am trapped since I'm carless. Sigh...

Friday, April 30, 2010

Houston trip

The yearly face to face marketing summit is to be held in Houston next week.

Because of the way things are, I told my managers politely that I did not want to go, especially since I am not presenting.

They insisted. So I am going, very reluctantly until I found out that,
1. I can't rent a car, only managers get a car. Rest of us slaves, car pool.
2. I can't fly out on a Saturday, cost is higher, only managers get that priviledge. So I am flying Friday evening.
3. Everyone else is in a more expensive hotel where the managers are placed - but because I didn't insist, I am not there.

Now you understand why I hate this department. It's full of bullshxx.

I need a new job.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Tragedy on the highway

After the entire mountain slid off onto the highway, they dug 4 days non-stop 24/7 with up to 30 exacavators, an endless line of trucks to cart away the earth, and finally last night, they reached metal.

It was car debris.

According to experts, it all happened and ended within 5 seconds. The impact was so great cars were mangled so bad, in 1 car, the 2 bodies were mangled together.

As of this morning, the operation went from rescue to road clearance.

To the folks working their guts out - thank you.
To the families grieving their dead - may God bless you and the souls.
To the rest of us - let us give God thanks and be joyful always, because you never know when everything will end, abruptly.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Landslides in Taiwan

The rainy season hasn't even started yet and there's already a horrible landslide. In Chinese, the term used is 走山, or the mountain shifted. Based on the pictures, it looks like the entire mountainside fell over and dumped tons of soil all over the No. 3 Freeway between Taipei and Keelung.

This happened Sunday night, and reports have it that, 3 cars appears to be buried underneath.

http://www.taipeitimes.com/News/front/archives/2010/04/27/2003471589

And a TV reporter said that between Mar/Apr last year and this year compared, the no. of earthquakes big enough to be felt went up from 58 to 116 (or something like that, I can't quite remember). But close to double.

Truly, man is changing the earth. In ways that is not good.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Pain pain...

Against the grain of lazy Saturdays, I took a 20min jog before dinner. Then on Sunday I went for a good session of lap climbing - skipped 3 weekends in a row due to being out in the mountains...


Monday I woke up to a familiar ache - arms and legs. So I lay in bed whimpering to myself until 10am until finally God got so disgusted at my malaise, he threw me out of bed with an earthquake, 6.6 magnitude centered in Lanyu island - dived there once :)

It's 6.30pm on a Monday evening, I am contemplating a McDonald's dinner ahead of tonight's conf call. Hmm...

Saturday, April 24, 2010

5th Anniversary

As the church celebrates the 5th anniversary of the pontificate of Pope Benedict XVI, I pause to think... has it been 5 years? Wow... I remember watching the entire new pope election process on TV totally captivated.

Issues remain, paedophiles priests in our midst and such. I pray that we all guard against evilness, darkness. The church of God will prevail, there is no doubt, we need to watch each and every heart. It begins with the first step for everyone.

I know what my first steps are, I just wish I can do it! Endure Felicia!

The things over and beyond...

Just because I tend to ignore the mysteries in life/unexplained/strange stuff, like how do the huge status get to where they are on Easter Island, or how were the Pyramids built etc... Does it mean they don't exist?

Because of my firm belief in my soverign Lord and God who reigns over everything on and above earth, I'm usually annoyed to talk about other gods/alien beings.. whatever. I find the lack of respect to my God very hard to stomach.

BUT...

If you think about it, it does not mean it does not exist...

Hmmm...

I think I sleep too little and play too much BubbleTown late into the nights.

Good nite.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Weekends in the mountains...

I spent the last 2 weekends in the mountains...

First it was Alishan for fireflies
http://www.flickr.com/photos/8062670@N07/sets/72157623722672971/

Then Hualien, where we tackled 2 trails very breathtaking views
http://www.flickr.com/photos/8062670@N07/sets/72157623758252739/

The first trip was relatively easy - almost no walking except for a 1-hr hike that turned out to be a 3-hr strenous walk within a thick bamboo forest so green and lush that I felt like a panda taking a walk. And it prepared us for the next trip which was 11k of steep ups and downs day 1 and 28k on day 2 that cost us a long time to complete.

Excellent views and absolutely fantastic companionship. Kudos to the organizers.

Now I need to recover - both in terms of work/emails and also in terms of my aged legs.

Plus my uncle is in town and I've been neglecting him.

Friday, April 02, 2010

So who says lizards are good climbers?

At the rock gym on Wednesday, there was a helpless gecko/house lizard running helter-skelter all over the floor in search of cover.

Obviously it has fallen from the rock wall - methinks the roof... (because Honda was there and yelling at something).

In short, it was a lousy climber. I would grade it a 5a free-solo. It's saving grace is that it's got very pretty tiger like stripes on its body. Kinda creepy, was too scared to go closer for a better shot.

Made belayers a little apprehensive all night, we'll belay, then nervously look around our feet.




Happy Maundy Thursday

And into the final triduum.

Tonight over mass, Father washed the feet of 12 people (men symbolising the 12 disciples). Technically he only washed 1 foot each to save time :)

Father Cary is an awesome preacher, he is very technical plus a dry wit, so his sermons are really good. Part of what makes him good is that he is very particular about details - things have to be done right.

Knowing this and knowing him, I didn't dare step forward to snap this picture. I think it is ok, I should think it is ok, but you never know... I took it from my seat :)

Monday, March 29, 2010

St Rita of Cascia

As part of my lenten preparation, I attend mass/stations of the cross Friday nights.

The good folks at St Bosco are screening movies on the life of the saints after stations of the cross. I got to learn about St Rita. She lies incorrupt, ie her body is still intact and on on display in a glass case in the Basilica of St. Rita in Cascia, Italy even though she died in 1457.

By today's standards, the movie moves at a slow pace and has a lot of war/killing scenes/death scenes. There were many times I wanted to just go home :)

Why am I talking about St Rita in my blog? Because
- she persisted in an atmosphere of violence/warring. Her husband was a knight, ie he went around killing people.
- she used love to win people around her back to God.
- she never gave up, even in the face of impossible circumstances
- she trusted God and stayed in constant communication, ie she kept praying.

Alamak, sounds like what my mom always says to me, you must pray you know, prayers are very important...

Happy Palm Sunday

Happy Palm Sunday everyone! Now we're into the last lap of Lent - Holy Week.

At St Bosco, we start Palm Sunday by assembling outside the church, or so I guess : because I was 10mins late and made it just as everyone was walking into chuch. As I entered church, someone handed me a palm. Perfect timing.

After mass, we had a short briefing by Father Cary, while waiting for him, I casually waved my palm in the air, turned to my fellow-lectors and asked - so what are we supposed to do with our palms? All these cradle catholics start to mutter : my mom puts it over a window/door, stick it on the wall...

I know it's significance, in fact, I explained it to the guys in the climbing gym when I went over, still holding my palm. But really, I still don't know what to do with it! So I left it in the vase of pussy-willows. At least it's blessed - it'll do its thing there.

The gym was empty - as it usually is on Sundays... see all the ropes hanging there forlorn.

So I got busy climbing and earned my first flapper in a realllly long time! I can't believe my eyes when I felt pain washing my hands after. Ow ow... Note the almost blister on the next finger as well. Clearly the weeks after leaving my hardcore friends behind in Singapore has taken its toil - got nice soft tender skin now :)
Almost the end of the weekend, I had dinner with Vincent at Justin Quek's bistro - Just In Bistro. You know, the Justin Quek of Les Amis. He moved to Taipei and has 3 restaurants now - the bistro is newly opened and the most affordable. The food, to my surprise, was not great. It was good, but nothing extraordinary. Not sure I'll return.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Wine & conference call... perfect!

As with all Monday evenings, we have the regular MMM conf call with our Houston counterparts.

Except, Luca, Elmo and myself decided to grab a nice dinner together. Luca as usual, suggests his favorite Italian restaurants, but Emily wanted to try something new. So we went to Bocco, a Spanish tapas place.

Luca brought along this Brit guy who works from some organization in HP which I do not quite understand. Nontheless, Luca said he'll pick up dinner tab, so we just need to play along. Ok.. free dinners are nice :)

So Emily and I swung by in a taxi and picked them up, headed over to the restaurant.

It was a great night, the Brit guy - Ivan, had a wicked sense of humour + his British accent, he had us in stiches all night! We had 2 bottles of wine, excellent stuff that the guys chose. I drank a small portion and was flush and happy by the time we left, rushed home to be 10mins late for the call. And food was good too.

Thanks guy, for making Monday night a great night for once.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Taipei Freeway Marathon 2010

Always a first time,

First time I...
- ran in a sandstorm
- ran against a 16knots headwind for half the race
- ran with an arsenal of a total 8km of training mileage
- ran a personal worst time of 2.49 from my watch (boo hoo, turning 40 this year has implications)
- saw Kenyan runners run with pain on their faces against the headwind. Made me feel that I am not all that crappy afterall!

Here's the article from Yahoo -

AFP/Chinese Taipei Road Running Assoc. Sun Mar 21, 6:43 am ET
TAIPEI (AFP) – Kenyan runners defied a severe sandstorm to win both the men's and women's titles in the Taipei Express Marathon Sunday, organisers said.

Henry Cherono crossed the line in two hours, 24 minutes and seven seconds, ahead of Taiwan's Chiang Chieh-wen, who clocked 2:27:37.

Cherono's compatriot Evelyne Kimuria won the women's title in 2:53:06.

Cherono's time was slower than his personal best of 2:12:11 and the Taipei Express's record of 2:16:41, set in 2005 by his compatriot David Kariuki.

Cherono said his run was hampered by strong winds that covered northern Taiwan in clouds of yellow dust, according to a statement released by the Chinese Taipei Road Running Association.

More than 1,500 people competed in the 42.2 kilometres (26.2 miles) event, while nearly 7,500 others took part in the half-marathon and other events.

Woo hoo!

On hindsight, I think I didn't run a 21k all 2009 (not sure), so this race felt good. Managed to get home, shower and make 10.30am morning mass (early too!). I am satisfied.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Wandering and wondering...

Yeah, I'm still on the same theme. Wandering and tired of doing so. Essentially, I want a new job, want out of Taiwan. But my efforts at finding a new job have met with zero success inspite of my valiant efforts. And prayers gone unanswered. A difficult time indeed. Last night, I went to mass - it was the feast of St Joseph. I was reading again at mass - prayers of the faithful, not Scripture.

I knew St Joseph as the patron saint for the worker. And was thinking, perfect, perhaps he will help my cause. You know, go whisper in Jesus' ear for me to get a new job or something. Guess what the sermon was... (yeah Fr Cary was preaching last night, I love his sermons). The theme was divinity of obscurity. St Joseph is literally obscure - no teaching, no wise words, even nothing much on him in the bible. The sermon was basically that you carried on, kept the faith, even if it makes you totally obscure, you keep going, doing the right thing.

Sigh... Alright alright. I'll endure.

Oh, BTW, on a brighter note. I got published. Straits Times forum page. My 2nd letter. Well, I've only written twice, come to think of it and, both times got published. Straits Times is really careful, they actually called me to verify that I was indeed the author.

Younger brother sent me a text message Saturday morning to say I am famous. I love family - they get impressed over very little.

Monday, March 15, 2010

What an honour...

So I'm a lector at mass this year.

I figured how hard is it to read the scripture readings, right? We all can read :) Well, if you want to do a good job, it involves a little more than ability to read. I'm still yo-yoing between reading too loud/energetically into the mike (too much!) and reading too fast (my usual nervous self).

Just checked emails and saw I'm scheduled for 2nd reading on Good Friday. What an honour! Thank you Lord, on the feast of your most holy salvavic act of dying for us all.

Eating in a A380?





This weekend, we ate in a A380. It's a themed restaurant that Vincent suggested.

Interesting, where the waiter/waitresses greet you with a "welcome onboard!". And they were all dressed in stewardess like uniform, wheeled drinks in a trolley ala being in the air.

Food was passable, but overall quite a novelty.

When we stepped in, I asked for business class seats and the captain stared blankly at me, then he stammered out a 'we're all 1 class of seating here'. No sense of humour.

After dinner we walked over to the nearby dessert place that I really like - 台一牛奶大王. I got to stop ordering the same thing and try something different next time!

Oh and yeah, I did start running. Ran a total of 8km over 2 days - Sat & Sun. Hopefully that's enough training for my lungs. Hope I don't die over the half marathon this Sunday.

Friday, March 12, 2010

I am COLD!


This winter has been mild due to the El Nino effect, plus I had gone back to sunny Singapore for Christmas into the New year and again for Chinese New year when it was the coldest.
So the worst I endured was probably low teens celsius.
It's mid March and probably the last (i hope!) cold snap hit us and the thermometers dip to 7 degrees celsius in Taipei and I froze!
So glad I bought an electric blanket and so wanted to sleep with it switched on thru the night! (not good advice due to fire concerns). Last 2 nights, I actually fell asleep with the blanket still on, couldn't bring myself to switch it off, but I woke again sometime in the night to flick it off before falling back asleep.
Today the sun is back out, a beautiful cloudless day, a nice 20degrees. Ahh...

Mid-lenten reminder

Great reminder!

Mk 12:28
One of the scribes came to Jesus and asked him,
“Which is the first of all the commandments?”
Jesus replied, “The first is this:
Hear, O Israel!
The Lord our God is Lord alone!
You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
with all your soul,
with all your mind,
and with all your strength.
The second is this:
You shall love your neighbor as yourself.
There is no other commandment greater than these.”

Monday, March 08, 2010

Lent this year

Somehow Lent crept up on me. Partly because it started while still chinese new year and while I was still back in Singapore.

After returning to Taipei and settling down (I had a lot of work to clear plus Aunty May and Adolfo both came to Taipei), half of Lent has gone me by.

It was sometime last week that I was moaning via MSN to Zi about how God doesn't answer prayers no more... Afterall, He's been ignoring my earnest prayers for years! And the kid in all her 24 years of wisdom says 'aiyah, you need to wander in the desert'. I had forgotten that Lent was modeled upon Jesus' 40 days of wandering in the desert, and of cos, the key message is to refocus, repent and turn back to God.

Zi isn't even catholic!

So yes God, I hear you thru Zi. I will wander and repent, return to God. Just that I feel I've wandered until I'm dusty... *whine* Yet, I will obey, repent and return to God *mumbles to self*

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Chinese New Year Holidays

I wished I had booked a longer trip back. It just felt so rushed. Good thing was, I got to enjoy Michelle & Ian's new place longer. Played with Kino more too - he's cute.


Being back with family always feels good. Nibbling on the 'minimal pineapple' pineapple tarts (thankfully I didn't have to be around to help out), dozing in the tropical heat, well perhaps not quite the heat.


Then there was the annual climb trip to KL. This time we did a longer trip, from Thu to Sun and managed to hit 2 climbing gyms : Camp 5 & the new Putra gym. Climbing, it was excellent as both gyms were designed/built/operated by Blocx and these guys are really good. Truly world class climbing. Suffice to say, it was very satisfying, climbing wise. I wished things were smoother in all aspects.

And before I knew it, I am back in Taipei, back to work. Back to being lazy, the weather this weekend was unbelievably beautiful, sunny yet cool 25degrees and couldn't make myself go out for a run. Sigh... Oh well, as I've told everyone, my diet starts in March, and it ain't March til tomorrow. I need to eat a steak now, excuse me...

Monday, February 15, 2010

Thoughts about home

In the 2-ish years that I've been out of Singapore, I've had to experience the recent transformations of the land of my birthplace.

The most obvious being the people of Singapore. We've gone back to our immigrant roots!
Our malls/stores are now mostly Filippino service staff.
India nationals are in our offices.
China nationals are everywhere else, from our hawker center stalls to petrol kiosks.
Even my church has turned Indonesian - both pastors and church members!

The positives of this transformation are visible: higher service levels with a smile, a genuine diversity and a thumb's up that our multi-ethnic/multi-language society is a success.

Economically, we now have 3 new gleaming malls in Orchard, casinos about ready to open and an optimism in the air that is undeniable.

To the new Singapore, gong xi fa cai! And please do not change too much...

Monday, January 25, 2010

Craziness...

Craziness is

Work. With folks here from Houston, our executive VP Todd visiting Taipei, plus endless meetings, I was working my butts off! Plus we needed to entertain the Houston team. That means eating lunches/dinners - such a waste of time! I was returning to work after dinner. Talk about sad.

Saturday.
I went out to BBQ dinner with the folks from work Friday night, got home late, started working on my weekly report and sent that out 4am Saturday! Slept till noon and then our year end party. Part 2, KTV after the dinner. Houston folks refuse to sing, we had to keep singing...

Sunday.
Now, I was beat. Sitting at mass, I felt like something the cat dragged in, probably looked it too. BUT, I was early at mass and a lector was missing (his wife gave birth Saturday). I was asked to stand in, sure I was game, except I looked a mess. Other lector didn't care, she hissed, come now!

Went to rock gym after mass, had to force my sorry ass up the wall. So tired. I didn't think I would be up to dinner, but I ate a whole hamburger - Bravo Burger was pretty darn good. And chatting with Garin/Vinny did put me in a better mood, enough to want dessert before going home to bed. http://blog.yam.com/EPaddiction/article/17199746

What a week.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Back in Taipei

The past few weeks have been pretty unsettling work-wise. Hopes dashed, plans on hold... I'm unsure what I want myself, not to mention surrendering it all to the good Lord. Guess all I can do is keep moving forward and hope in Him.

I did however, have a high moment last night. I called my mom, and she said she missed me. Hmmm... that is probably the first time in my life (perhaps she did say words to the same effect when I was away in school in Oz, but it's been so long I forget). Nontheless, I was impressed. The mother-daughter relationship has indeed come a long ways.

Yesterday's sermon by the Italian priest (I didn't get his name) was pretty interesting. From the Gospel on Jesus' first public miracle of converting water to wine at the wedding, key takeaway - sometimes our prayer should be "do whatever Jesus commands us to", even if you don't know what that is, trust.

Thursday, January 07, 2010

I hate my job

I have tons of emails, it's only been 4 days of work in the new year! I can't clear the emails at the rate it is flooding my inbox. On top of my current platforms, I have been given a new platform. Highly visible, everyone wants a piece of it, hence of me. I am swamped and increasingly unmotivated as the hours tick by. No increment, no pay rise, no recognition for the hard work I put in last year...

Something has to give...

Monday, January 04, 2010

First day at work in 2010

Work felt like the last few days of 2009. Hmm... I guess no real difference in years, it just flows one into another anyways.

Sigh...

Same old, same old.

While I am holding out for some good news to happen, let's dance to this song. Was listening to my iPOD on the 4 hour flight home on Jetstar and suddenly I love this old but fantastic song.

Enjoy, try not to dance to it if you are listening to this in the office :)


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

On 2009... and 2010

I should be happier this time of year - usually I am. But this year around, a couple of issues weigh heavy, and I just can't shake it off.

The church teaches that I should do these 3 as year end reflection :
1. give thanks for all the blessings you've had this year
2. say sorry for all the wrongs you've done
3. how else can you provide more, give of more.

So here goes.

Blessings of the year
- travel. I got to do quite a few interesting trips this year : from Jade mountain to diving Palua (twice!), got to see a lot more of Taiwan (from Tainan to far flung islands of Jinmen and Lanyu), the Angkor Wats are just fantastic.
- family. It's heartwarming especially now that my mom is much nicer to me, my brothers are fantastic and Michelle pokes me on FB daily (I love her!)
- work. I should be grateful that job wise, there is much less pressure compared to what I've endured.
- people. It's been an awfully lonely year. I wished there was more I could say in this department, especially with regards to marriage. Sigh. But still for few who stuck around, thank you all.

Wrongs
1. I feel my greatest weakness is people. Re-reading my last year's new year resolutions, I realize I did not make much headway on my relationships with people. Often my arrogance, being so full of myself, I tend to act and then regret. For those whom I have not been nice to, my heartfelt apologies.

2. Discipline. This has totally gone to the dogs.

Looking into 2010, guess the work is pretty much cut out for me. Pretty much the same as my 2009 resolutions, it will remain simplistically 2-fold :
1. love as Jesus commanded us to
2. discipline, discipline, discipline.

And to everyone out there reading this, I wish you a much joy filled christmas and a kicking start to 2010 full of hope!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Third Sunday of Advent - Joy and Gladness

From Sunday's excellent sermon from Fr Cary at the St John Bosco's, Taipei.

Joy is
1. fruit of the Holy Spirit
2. not a passing enthusiasm, it is a gift!
3. endures trial of time. Even in times of suffering, pain and difficulty.
4. generous and contagious. If you are stingy, then your joy is in material things.
5. filled with Hope.
6. filled with thanksgiving. A joyful person is thankful.
7. knowing that one is filled with God's graces. Not a fleeting thing, nor linked to material things, but a grace received from God.

So,
- ask yourself, do I have joy in my heart?
- this Sunday is an invitation to wait joyfully for the Saviour who is coming to save us.
- what do you need to let go/set free to be joyful? Because we are all entitled to joyful lives.

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Mendling in other people's affairs..

I hate this.

Almost a year ago, I received a call from a colleague's wife. I was in the gym and naked and reaching for clean clothes in the locker room when I got a phone call. It was long distance. She was distraught and claimed her husband had an affair. My first instinct, woman to woman, plus I was vulnerably naked at that moment, was to reach out to her. Weeks later and many loooong conversations with her, it all started to get really confusing. I realised much belatedly that I should not have gotten involved. And very politely walked away, explaining to her that she should really fix her marriage herself.

The whole business took a lot out of me. I wanted to help, but I realized I may have made things worse. And while I regret, I'm not sure if standing aloof in the first place was the kindness thing to do. My biggest learning at that time was to not meddle in someone's else's marriage. That while I can be a friend, I am not a part of the solution.

Sunday evening I found out that my friend/colleague's boyfriend is someone else's boyfriend as well. Again, I was dismayed, sickened to the core. She was in a relationship that was yo-yo-ing so bad. Some days she was flying on top of the world, some days she would be upset/angry at work. Now he is also in a relationship with a fellow diver? Wtf...

Monday at work she was again not in good mood. He had gone AWOL, again, all night. I tried to gently hint that perhaps he is not ideal for her. Tuesday, she was happy again, they had made up that night. I had wrestled the knowledge and decided she should know the truth. I didn't want to meddle, but she must at the very least know the truth.

Did I do wrong? Should I have kept the knowledge? I didn't want her hurt. Just as I didn't want to see my colleague's wife hurt at first.

One of these days I will learn to keep my big mouth shut, regardless.

Monday, December 07, 2009

Of sharks and turtles

I was a little sick just before leaving for Palau. And there was a passing typhoon, so conditions were not exactly ideal.
Nontheless, it went well. Visibility wasn't as good as my first trip, but I still had a great time.
Every dive, we saw sharks and turtles freely swimming by us. On day 2, manta ray! Visibility was terrible, but we were so happy to see the manta! Even though I couldn't justiably take a good shot of it.







Excellent sermon at Mass

Father Gary gives pretty good sermons. I've taken to bring a small little book to write down his sermons.

Yesterday, 2nd week of Advent, the message was
1. Prepare the way of the Lord
2. Imminent 2nd coming of Christ, the Parousia.
3. Prepare yourself, remove all obstacles.

Those left behind from the Parousia are promised these 3 things
- Salom : prosperity and world peace
- no more unfairness : true justice and equality
- unfailing affection & friendship : no more quarrels, betrayals

Reflections for Advent
1. What are your obstacles? That prevent Jesus from entering your heart?
2. What are your sins - making the road to salvation rough and difficult?
3. What are the crooked ways in my life that needs to be straightened?

Monday, November 30, 2009

Last 5th Sunday of the year

I woke up late this Sunday, it was terrible since I was due to be installed (as in prayed over formally) during Sunday mass! 10.30am mass and I opened my eyes and my alarm clock read 10.30am!!

I got dressed in 10mins and was in church at 11am, just in time for the Eucharist part of mass..

That's when I realised, we're into first week of Advent. Yay!

Someone at work had given me tickets to an exhibition at the Taipei Fine Arts Museum by Cai Guoqiang. Pretty interesting and definitely better quality than the mock art pretentious stuff previously there. But whoa, the guy's violent. And I found it hard to stomach since mass was all about love, peace and joy in Advent.

Went home for a nap before a Chilli's dinner with Garin and Vinny.

Happy Advent to everyone!

Ecclesiastes
Chapter 3:1 to 8
There is an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens.
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to uproot the plant.
A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to tear down, and a time to build.
A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.
A time to scatter stones, and a time to gather them; a time to embrace, and a time to be far from embraces.
A time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away.
A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to be silent, and a time to speak.
A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Palau - here I come!

My 2nd trip to Palau!

This time I have camera!

Can't wait for a break from the depression at work. My supervisor told me that I won't be getting a pay increment nor any bonus and this has affected my motivation at work bad.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Can I please get a good night's sleep?

Saturday night I couldn't sleep well cos my ab muscles were killing me...

Sunday night I was woken up by what I thought was an earthquake - had to confirm later with a co-worker that I didn't just dreamed it. It was actually a 4.9 earthquake, epicenter off Yilan.

Tonight I will sleep like a pig! As soon as I get off this long draggy conference call...

zzz

Never cede a century to a country that censors Google

Great article in the New York Times.

Advice From Grandma
Fred R. Conrad/The New York Times
Thomas L. Friedman

Why not? It has to do with the fact that we are moving into a hyperintegrated world in which all aspects of production — raw materials, design, manufacturing, distribution, fulfillment, financing and branding — have become commodities that can be accessed from anywhere by anyone. But there are still two really important things that can’t be commoditized. Fortunately, America still has one of them: imagination.

What your citizens imagine now matters more than ever because they can act on their own imaginations farther, faster, deeper and cheaper than ever before — as individuals. In such a world, societies that can nurture people with the ability to imagine and spin off new ideas will thrive. The Apple iPod may be made in China, but it was dreamed up in America, and that’s where most of the profits go. America — with its open, free, no-limits, immigrant-friendly society — is still the world’s greatest dream machine.

Who would cede a century in which imagination will have such a high value to an authoritarian society that controls its Internet and jails political prisoners? Remember what Grandma used to say: Never cede a century to a country that censors Google.

But while our culture of imagination is still vibrant, the other critical factor that still differentiates countries today — and is not a commodity — is good governance, which can harness creativity. And that we may be losing. I am talking about the ability of a society’s leaders to think long term, address their problems with the optimal legislation and attract capable people into government. What I increasingly fear today is that America is only able to produce “suboptimal” responses to its biggest problems — education, debt, financial regulation, health care, energy and environment.

Why? Because at least six things have come together to fracture our public space and paralyze our ability to forge optimal solutions: 1) Money in politics has become so pervasive that lawmakers have to spend most of their time raising it, selling their souls to those who have it or defending themselves from the smallest interest groups with deep pockets that can trump the national interest.

2) The gerrymandering of political districts means politicians of each party can now choose their own voters and never have to appeal to the center.

3) The cable TV culture encourages shouting and segregating people into their own political echo chambers.

4) A permanent presidential campaign leaves little time for governing.

5) The Internet, which, at its best, provides a check on elites and establishments and opens the way for new voices and, which, at its worst provides a home for every extreme view and spawns digital lynch mobs from across the political spectrum that attack anyone who departs from their specific orthodoxy.

6) A U.S. business community that has become so globalized that it only comes to Washington to lobby for its own narrow interests; it rarely speaks out anymore in defense of national issues like health care, education and open markets.

These six factors are pushing our system, which was designed to have divided powers and to force compromises, into the realm of paralysis. To get anything big done now, we have to generate so many compromises — couched in 1,000-plus-page bills — with so many different interest groups that the solutions are totally suboptimal. We just get the sum of all interest groups.

The miniversion of this is California, which, as others have noted, is becoming America’s biggest “failed state.” Californians had hoped they could overcome their dysfunctional system by electing an outsider, a former movie star, Arnold Schwarzenegger. He would slay the system, like the Terminator. But he couldn’t.

Mr. Obama was elected for similar reasons. People had hoped that his unique story, personality and speaking skills could bring the country together, overcome paralysis and deliver nation-building at home. A lot of the disappointment settling in among Obama voters today is prompted by their dawning realization that maybe, like Arnold, he can’t.

China’s leaders, using authoritarian means, still can. They don’t have to always settle for suboptimal. So what do we do?

The standard answer is that we need better leaders. The real answer is that we need better citizens. We need citizens who will convey to their leaders that they are ready to sacrifice, even pay, yes, higher taxes, and will not punish politicians who ask them to do the hard things. Otherwise, folks, we’re in trouble. A great power that can only produce suboptimal responses to its biggest challenges will, in time, fade from being a great power — no matter how much imagination it generates.

Grandma said that, too.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

My abs hurt...

Tried this supposedly easy route on Saturday, under the overhang, you stretch out your right hand above the overhang while you're way over on the left side under the overhang, control the swing out, then without a foothole, somehow reach out above and over.

Now my problem was every time I cut loose, the swing out impact due to my big fat butts is so great that it'll pop my left hand. Repeat this a few times of flying out and forcing abs with a big grunt to put feet back on wall to smear a little and then reach up and over...

Tadah - wake up on Sunday with painful abs. It's not even that I did this many times, I tried that fall/stick back/fall/stick back routine perhaps 5 times before quitting...

I will be back. Damn that route, and ow ow my abs sure hurt.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Switchable voltage on a hairdryer

Many years go, I exchange my Esso points for a travel hair-dryer thinking it would please my mom. It didn't. She thought it too small.

So when I moved to Taipei some 2 years ago, I took it along (it was in cold storage anyways). First time I used it here, it was on such low power it was barely spitting out any air. I concluded then, that for a travel model, it doesn't switch voltages and that Philips (the maker of it) sux. Woe to the poor friends who visited and stayed with me and tried to coax it to work...

Now fast forward to last week, I had taken a shower at the rock gym at Wanghua. And the folks there are so nice, they passed me a hair-dryer - similar to what I had but old model. As I was using it, I noticed this knob that says "voltage - 110 / 220" and you can switch between the 2.

A lightbulb went off in my head.

I went home and true enough, I had the same knob but in dark plastic so that it totally obscured itself within the handle *slap forehead*

I pronounce myself : woman with working hair-dryer.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Melancholy

Birthdays never used to bother me, I hated the fuss and always felt that it was just another day to me - big, fat, hairy deal.

And growing another year older never made a difference to me.

Until now.

As I approach the big 4-0.

Suddenly, I'm depressed. I've been depressed since November began.

Thankfully, there are comforting/uplifting videos -

Monday, November 16, 2009

Last Sunday of ordinary time for this year

I attended mass at Holy Family to get an earlier start to the day and was rewarded with a good sermon.

The Jesuit priest talked about this Sunday being the last sunday of ordinary time in the liturgical year and about how to take stock of this year now that we're almost to the end of it. Based on the Ignatian spirituality exercises, he suggests doing this 3 :

1. give thanks for all the blessings you've had this year
2. say sorry for all the wrongs you've done
3. how else can you provide more, give of more.

Very inspiring, I need to give this more thought.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

the politics of taiwan

I think most non-Taiwanese people looking into Taiwan's political scene would find themselves being more sympathetic towards the current ruling party - the KMT. For the simple reason, they appear to speak better/sound more intelligent, have better accents (at least not heavily accented Hokkien sounding peasants).

My colleague had a friend who's a DPP activist and well educated. She helped me setup a lunch with him and he explained the DPP's cause and a little of their history. Mostly he explained why Taiwanese are so emotional about the DPP and it's always said that the DPP loves Taiwan more.

For one hour, Harry spoke non-stop, with such intensity I didn't dare argue with him. He presented to me, in that 1 hour, a whole lot more intelligence and compelling reason why the DPP is such a popular party, especially in the south. The KMT's biggest supporters are in the city, and most Taipei.

Most of it is historical baggage I feel. From the KMT's earlier discrimatory preference for the Nationalist army and their family, whom the KMT rulers felt gave up everything they had for the ROC's cause (Republic of China) - the same party founded by Sun Yat Sen. Who is viewed as the founding father of Taiwan.

The DPP however, views Taiwan as home, unlike the KMT who up until recently, viewed Taiwan as its temporary home, all things China are cool, all things Taiwanese are well, temporary and of a lower importance.

And for this reason, most in Taiwan feel that the DPP genuinely loves Taiwan (爱台湾), a very common refrain.

While I think Harry's an idealist and that in reality the KMT no longer harbours any notions of reuniting with China, there's a lot of emotions still. Worse, these emotions are borne of war, up to as recently as the 1950s, communist China was still lobbing bombs towards Taiwan, and people remember, all too vividly.

So now I know why Taiwanese politics is so melodramatic.

Monday, November 09, 2009

Fireworks!

Emily bought a place and she was supposed to collect her keys on Saturday. I went with her and we conducted an OOBE (out of box experience) on the apartment. I know, that's normally what we do, a marketing audit on our notebook PCs at the factory. Ditto apartment, we had a list and went down the list, e.g. check floors, check no scratches and panels are aligned.. yeah, it was really detailed. We were super anal and proudly so.

As you can tell, product managers are very detailed people :)

The whole affair took 2 hours and a cracked floor tile meant that they had to replace it another time, so the apartment is still with the developers.

After that I went to Wanghua gym to climb. I thought I'll be tired after the OOBE, but actually I climbed pretty well. By the time I was done, it was 8pm, time to grab a bite and home right? I offered to watch the gym for a bit while the gym owner (who is a very nice guy and belays me patiently when he really doesn't have to, since everyone comes in pairs but for lonely felicia), so that Ah Jing can go grab dinner. He felt bad and so just packed dinner back, and was back so quick. He told me that the fireworks were about to start, if I wanted to watch it. I was like, eh? Seems like Saturday was Taipei Fireworks Festival Day. Well.. and the display was going to be over the Danshui river, which was, yeah, right by the gym!

Sure, I grabbed my camera (for doing OOBE earlier, how convenient) and we climbed to the roof, climbed up the water tower and lying there on it, I got to video most of the display. It was simply magical. Now if only I weren't lonely Felicia, and if only I got to watch it with someone I loved. Sigh...


Sunday, November 08, 2009

The prennial complaint - "no time"

It's about time management. We all get the same 24 hours in a day, and don't we all admire those who can make the most out of it?

It's a wimpy way out to just dismiss things with a 'no time' excuse.

If you feel it is important enough, repriortise and make things happen.

Stop wimping out or making excuses for yourself.

Monday, November 02, 2009

Happy All Souls Day!

Exasperation is pouring yoghurt into tea...

I wish the dairy section folks at Amart supermarket by my home will stop putting yoghurt where the milk is supposed to be!

It doesn't help matters that,
1. clearly I can't read the chinese characters too well
2. milk doesn't translate into 牛奶 in Taiwan, they use this word instead, 乳. Argh.
3. there's often a shortage of milk since June of this year. Whenever that happens, to fill the gap where milk is supposed to be, they fill up with yoghurt.
4. Yoghurt and milk are in identical 1.5litre milk cartons. *slap forehead*

Happiness on the other hand, is planning to go for mass on all souls day and actually making it. I hope all souls make it to heaven tonight - hey, it was tough, getting off my ass, overcoming that small voice that wanted to go home, relax until the late night conf call tonight.

And finally, halloween is an American thing. But nontheless, happy halloween!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Disillusioned and uplifted



The opening screen reads 'don't be disappointed when God doesn't give you what you want... for He knows the best time for you to have it'.

Sigh...

Monday I was whinging to Steph,
Tuesday I wrote the entry on my blog that started "In a perfect world," which basically was asking God to fulfill all my prayers/dreams.
Wednesday I was riding the MRT to rockclimbing and the thought hit me that I should surrender my dreams/wish list to God. Like how Abraham was asked to sacrifice what he wanted (his precious son).
Thusrday (today) Steph sent me a comforting prophecy she heard and gave me a Youtube video which touched her. It didn't for me, but it played thru and then I hit the next video and there it was, my answer.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

the sufferings of this present time are as nothing...

I was whinging to Steph earlier this morning and then guess what today's first reading is,

Rom 8:18-25

Brothers and sisters:
I consider that the sufferings of this present time are as nothing
compared with the glory to be revealed for us.
For creation awaits with eager expectation
the revelation of the children of God;
for creation was made subject to futility,
not of its own accord but because of the one who subjected it,
in hope that creation itself
would be set free from slavery to corruption
and share in the glorious freedom of the children of God.
We know that all creation is groaning in labor pains even until now;
and not only that, but we ourselves,
who have the firstfruits of the Spirit,
we also groan within ourselves
as we wait for adoption, the redemption of our bodies.
For in hope we were saved.
Now hope that sees for itself is not hope.
For who hopes for what one sees?
But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait with endurance.

The Pope reaching out to the church of England

I was also a skeptic initially, the new Pope is too old, too austere, surely not in sync with modern times?

But Benedict proved himself different.

From his red Prada shoes to his new style of leading the catholic church.

Telling Anglicans that they are welcome to be catholics? Wow...
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/10/26/opinion/26douthat.html?_r=1&ref=global-home

At least he is proving to be respected church leader that the church of England lacks today. With the US epicopals allowing gay pastors, and the rest of anglican church leaders remaining silent on that... Surely that is not the Christ way of doing things. But I don't want to judge, I do however, salute Benedict for reaching out with wisdom, decisiveness and love.

In a perfect world...

In a perfect world,

- Grace is cured of cancer, completely.
- Ian has a great job he enjoys and pays well.
- Michelle is expecting a baby girl and they will name her Felicity after her aunt.
- the Elmo is happily attached to a CEO
- Steph and Felicia both find a perfect guy and get married
- Gi and Alex gets married
- Taiwan's politicians stop quibbling over the inconsequential and work for the greater good of Taiwan
- Zi gets a reinforced body where she can never overstrain any body part into injury.

Sigh...

Everybody wants to rule the world..

This is how it feels like working in a multi-national organization sometimes. When you go cross country/culture/continents.. 1 thing remains - the need for power.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Relaxed on a Monday night

Sitting here just before our routine monday night call with our Houston counterparts. Have Enya playing on my computer...

Kinda relaxed. I know, not the right mood for conference calls with Texas. I'll summon up aggression in just a moment - usually I get into the right mood with anger :)

Right now, it's nice. Beautiful blue skies and it's a cool 22degrees out. Nice. Almost too nice to have to be doing something as mundane as work :( I almost wanted to walk up the hill behind the office for a picnic.

Pity I had to miss Saturday morning's Nike Human Race, 10k. It was still raining from a typhoon that was veering away from Taipei. I just didn't feel it was worth it to run with the rain in my face and not enjoying it a bit. Should've been Sunday morning lah.. Sunday weather was excellent.

Time to jump on the call. Sigh.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Inside Steve's Brain

Written by the Wired's editor, it gives a pretty good account of Steve Jobs and Apple. Being in a product development team, it often hits me how different the Apple world is from our Wintel world (Windows and Intel stranglehold on the PC world).

Like this week, we quibbled over a plastic box to hold a stylus pen - how can we further cost down to save us a dollar at risk of looking er.. cheap. Fortunately, the marketing product manager, me, remembered the book I've been reading and so put my foot firmly down. No cheap look, no cost down. We'll take the $ hit. Sigh...

Stark different worlds. Of course our profit margins are also starkly different. We ship millions of notebooks versus iBooks, but their profit margins are also many times what we make.

Enough intelligent reading... my next book is on rockclimbing. Hee hee.. I only really have 2 loves in life - the catholic church and rockclimbing.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Rocking Woes...

No, not rockclimbing, not rock music either, nor rock on, baby!

The notebook I am working on right now has a balance issue. It's a touchscreen NB and if you poked it's screen, it rocks on its haunches. Poke it hard and it might even flip totally over. The engineers have no alternatives other than adding dummy weights to the other end to counter-balance it.

Hello, this is a thin and light, mobility NB - no extra weights just because you screwed up!

Perhaps we should really consider the idea of suction cups instead of front rubber feet. Ala fruit juicer machines.

Or more drastic measures



It's days like this that you sit in geekdom and wonder why are the geeks here all idiots?